My dear Ainsley,
Today you turn seven years old. Seven. To me, that seems so old. You are not little any more. You are way closer to 10 than you are to “little girl”. And this last year has shown that. What you say, how you think, how you interact with others... they all have started to show that grown-up side of you. But it feels like only yesterday your perfect little body was put into my arms and I saw you and snuggled you for the first time. It seems like just a few days ago that I was trying to calm your crazy hair with bows and dress you in all the pink I had. It feels like we were just going through the stage where you would only wear dresses, loved princesses, and wore pig tails and fake jewelry. I have blinked, and the little girl I love has turned into a sweet girl I love.
So who are you at seven? You are tall and skinny. You tower over most kids your age whenever you are in a group setting with others. You have lost quiet a few teeth. Your smile is big and has lots of holes in it! You are now wearing glasses. You love having long hair, but mostly want it in pony tails every day. You have left the dresses, and would rather wear shirts with shorts or jeans. Dressing up and wearing dresses isn’t as fun as it used to be to you.
You are creative. You love to create with colors, paper, markers, art supplies, and lately Rainbow Loom. You love to dance and sing. You love to draw pictures and people. You love to imagine that you are a mom, or a puppy, or anything else you can think of and pretend play with Kallan. You love ribbon, and boxes, and pipe cleaners, and all things art. I love to see the things your mind dreams up come to life in front of my eyes.
You are thoughtful. You easily think of others. Your friend got stung by a wasp, and you wanted to make them something. If Liam or Kallan do something good, you want to celebrate them. Your heart for others is big and deep and it blesses me to see how thoughtful you are towards those around you.
You love horses. This is a new passion of yours. I have no idea where you got it from, but it is strong. You even decided to drop dance and take riding lessons. But seeing you up on that horse each week, makes me smile because I know how much you love it.
You are a sister. You are actually a sister to three brothers. This year has been a little hard for you because you feel like you are “living in a boy world”, but you hang with the boys well! You love to try to connect with Liam by being interested in the things he is interested in. You relate so well to Kallan when you pretend play with him. And, you are a passionate sister to Baylor, smothering him with love and snuggles, songs and entertainment. You are a relater and nurturer at heart, and I see this in your role as a sister.
My prayer for you Ainsley is that this year you would grow in your love for God and soften your heart towards the love He has for you. I pray that you would know how much He loves you and cares for you. You can trust Him sweet girl… you can trust Him with all that you are! I pray that our relationship would grow closer as a mother and daughter, and that there would be more days of smiles and giggles than clashing of heads. And I pray that your heart for others would continue to deepen and grow, as you tenderly reach out to those around you. I love you so much sweet girl! Thanks for being my splash of pink from God! You are so loved!
Always,
Mama