Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Oh Come Let Us Adore Him...

So I'm very anti anything Christmas until after Thanksgiving is over, but since Ainsley had been begging me to find baby Jesus, I decided finding the manger set wouldn't be bad.  Besides, what mama doesn't let her child play with baby Jesus when she asks?


As I was busy going here there throughout our house trying to get things done before Kallan woke up, I stopped and froze as my eye caught a glimpse of the mange scene Ainsley was setting up.  As I looked closer my heart stopped as I realized what she had done.  Every shepherd, every wise man, and every animal was looking the same way and all had their attention turned to something inside that stable. 





And as I peered inside the stable, I saw it was the little baby Jesus was capturing every one's attention. 

Who told her to set it up this way?  Who told her to turn every figure's attention to what was inside that stable?  How did she know that it was the little baby that everyone was coming to adore that cold night in Bethlehem?  But she knows.  In her little three year old heart, she knows this baby is special and is to be adored.  She understands that He deserves all of our attention, our focus, and our praise!  And that is what she was doing! 

  
Over the last few weeks, this thought has crept into my head as the "Christmas Clutter" rages war on my house.  These images in my mind remind me to stop and focus my attention on the little baby who deserves all my praise and worship and adoration this Christmas.  I need to turn my attention to Him and simply come and adore Him. 

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Seriously... Again...

So it's been almost a year since I've set this blog up. I've written posts in my head, and I've even taken pictures to put up on my blog... but it stays quiet. Why???

I'm a perfectionist and I want it "just right"... I don't have time to really do this, and do it well, so why start if I can't give it the time it needs... I feel "computer dumb" when it comes to doing this blog stuff and I really have no clue what I'm doing...

BUT...

I want to remember these days. I want to journal what is going on and capture these moments that make up my life. I want to record somewhere what we are doing, where we are going, and what's on my heart. So I'm going to try and do this blog thing... because the life God has given to me is just too precious to not capture and remember.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Struggling...

Struggling to be a "new parent" today. Trying to disciple and lead... trying to be the mom God wants me to be...

But feeling like everything is against me. Feeling like there is conflict and anger and disrespect coming from every corner... out of every little mouth that can speak.

Trying to find the balance between love and discipline... between joy and correction.... is there even a balance? Is there even a separation? Should there be?

Feeling at a loss at what to do and trying to turn to Jesus.

Finding comfort in these words...

Christ at the end of the cross can upend whole worlds... and everything lands aright.

Feeling like my world is upended.... but being thankful that when it lands... everything (with God's grace) will be aright.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Our bigger family...


What a joy and blessing it is to see pictures of our new (and bigger family)! It's crazy to look at the pictures and think that we are a family of five now. It humbles my heart to see how God has blessed us and given us so much in our children. Love it, Love them!


Beautiful Day

What an amazing day! After being cooped up for WAY TOO LONG we have spent the last hour outside playing! I can SMELL SPRING and envision summer days ahead. What a blessing to this heart and soul!